2004 review

antagonists
1)mom(dont get me started)
2)stepdad(same goes for him)
3)natalie(since we started going to skool together, our friendship has deteriorated due to her social isolization except for being with frank, she's a totally different person and i hate it but i cant really do anything about it because thats the way she wants to live)
4)ed(being the first person to ever break up with me, though i should be thanking him because well i didn't know it but i needed to get rid of him)
5)michael( most of it is on this blog somewhere)
6)josh(mize)(i wont even tell that story)
7)corey(goes along with michael, dont want to explain)
8)brad(ultimate asshole)
9)josh's(h) parents(keeping us from being together)

protagonists
1)josh(henderson)(yea you know...)
2)michael(one of the best friends i've ever had, always there for me...no really, always lol)
3)natalie(before i moved back down and stuff, we were closer than ever...possibly best friend i've ever had)
4)dad & ana(i'm really glad i've gotten closer to my dad recently because we're a whole lot alike once you get past his umm irresponsibility streak, and ana is just an awesome person( i thoroughly enjoy talking to)...going over to their house and being around them is like therapy because theyre so happy and you cant help but be happy when your around them)
5)carol(she's pretty much my mom)
6)ryan(got me started on skateboarding, helped me through franklin, one the best friends i've ever had)
7)emily(lenski)(also helped me through franklin, close friend)
8)maranda(same as above)
9)ashley(always there for me, extremely understanding)
10)mr. johnson(best teacher i've ever had)
11)emily (webb)(had great fun working with over the summer and xmas play)
12)venice(had great fun working with)

summary-wow, its hard to believe that a year ago january -i was living in north carolina, and attending franklin high school(over 1,000 students...6 buildings, try havin all classes in different buildings lol). i was like the ultimate social outcast, there were 4 ppl i talked to regularly but thats what i wanted i guess, i hated every minute there; i think that was my way of rebelling because i was forced to move up there as punishment by my stepdad because neither me nor my siblings like him at all(the feeling is mutual though). february- my long distance relationship with my first "real" (if you can consider him that...i was later to find out he's possibly the most fake person i've ever come in contact with) boyfriend (ed) ended for no apparent reason, over the internet, through a friend. dont remember much of march-may, but i came down here over the summer where i had a job workin at my church's daycare and kept my youth directors kids to earn money and keep busy; which was awesome because i worked with wonderful ppl and learned many things-such as, me having kids(ever) is not a good idea. during the summer i also learned how to skateboard and play guitar. in august, i ended up permanently(::crosses fingers::) moving down here and now attend moody high school. now i have some ppl i like to call friends and seem to be more social than i was at franklin, i definitely feel more at home. got to know michael even better; but at the same time drifted away from natalie. dad got married in september. started dating josh in october, forcibly ended december...cant even begin to say how much that relationship has changed/taught me(i might explain one day)<<