Monday, January 03, 2005

an i dont want to live forever, but as long as i do i'd love to live for real

wow today was great fun! i woke up and drank my frappacino, those things have the craziest effect on me for real...like they of course give me energy and somehow that equals a good mood and some odd form of happiness. i went to the guad and then galleria w/farmer which was a great adventure in itself(from the "store de la whore" to the crazy pretzel inhaling feather hat guy), i finally bought that white studded belt i've been meaning to buy and michael talked me into buying ANCHORMAN, w00t!!!!!!! before i could eat a bite and watch my movie, nat called and we went to brookwood...which is kool cause we got to exchange xmas gifts and as far apart as we've grown, we still manage to be able to pick up right where we left off before the huge gaps of not talking/hanging out. her new car is pretty awesome(galant), and yes i gave her that really kool roxy sticker in the back window! we didn't have the best luck shopping...for example- after we left hot topic and went in pacsun, natalie realized that the hot topic guy didn't give her the discount he should have for her skirt and ran back in HT (while holding the shirt she was about to buy from pacsun!). she didn't realize she had SHOPLIFTED by accident until we were already in line in hot topic, so she like freaked and handed ME the shirt...so i briskly walked back to pacsun and of course their lame alarm went off(which is really like some mans voice talking so it wasnt like a siren, thank God)...there was only one guy in there other than me and he worked there so as i uumm walked in with the shirt, i told him that "my friend accidentally walked out with this", quickly placed the shirt on a random rack, and fled the scene of the crime. i returned to my place in like w/nat in HT, where we found out that she really just didn't read the receipt right and he had given her the discount. we then went back in pacsun, upon which she proceeded to buy that shirt she stole...only after trading it with the one the manaquin was wearing because it was a smaller size and the only one left, haha! ah, good times, good times! i think we set a record on 280 too, from the time we got on there, every light we came to was green except for the very last one...thats like 12 lights! hot damn!

this morning, on my frappacino high, i got to thinking...i'm trying to change my outlook on the josh situation ok-soon i'm going to be focusing alot on skool and those uumm those resolutions...so i'm not going to let all thats happened over the break get to me like it has been. from what i hear, it doesn't appear to be affecting him greatly(but he is very very good at hiding his feelings so i could be wrong);either way, for now i'm going to pretend its not, so if its not affecting him so much, why should it affect me so much? i know that if theres any way possible we can be together then we'll find it, but for now thats not happening. so yea, i still miss him like you wouldn't believe and pray theres a way, but thats all i can do and i'm ok with that. ::steps down off of soap box::

6 comments:

Michael P. said...
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Michael P. said...

Wow.... http://www.elementskateboards.com/ there is a website full of skateboards, enjoy.

Anyways, you have to let me borrow anchorman, since I did make you buy it so technically it is mine. HAH! You didnt mention my awesome driving.

Maddie said...

lol, gabriel has an element board, so does josh...bleh. aaahhh yes, michael has wonderful driving skills...we missed the post office TWICE, haha and managed to pass the mustang while going 80 and then abruptly come to a halt at the red light a few yards away...i swear me and nat passed that same exact mustang going over the same bridge too, it was crazy!

Maddie said...

o yea, i havent even watched anchorman yet...i fell asleep w/in like the first 5 minutes last night so...i'm gonna watch it when view from the top goes off and i'll bring it to church tomorrow night or you can pick it up if your out or whatever...jus let me know

Gareth said...

oooh hope you dont mind but i linkified you!

Michael P. said...

I couldnt stand putting something in my eye.