Sunday, September 12, 2004

and be a simple kind of (wo)man, be something you love and understand

i guess you could say alot has happened since the last time i posted, because well... it has, lol...saturday went to the Learn About Nerds Party and i drove a plane and killed a guy so i guess thats good cause i'm jut not quite the gamer, then me and michael went to dinner and hung out at my house till like 11...sunday-went to church and stuff then michael and josh came over which was really a very bad idea but its not like i planned it like that or anything...yea that was quite disasterous, i dont recomment it. then we all went to the judgement house in leeds and it was pretty kool cept for the uumm competition between josh and michael, that was pretty brutal. but yea, josh left like right after we got back to the church cause he didn't feel well...me and michael stayed there after everyone was gone and talked for like 45 minutes, then decided it'd prolly be better to go to my house and sit in the driveway and talk, which we did till like 10:30...worked a lot of stuff out...we're kinda somewhat dating now, not really official cause we havent been on a "date" or whatever but yea...i actually feel good about this decision lol...i kept trying to find a way to make everyone else and myself happy and thats just impossible so i gave in and did what i thought would be the right thing to do all along, haha...so we'll see how this goes, lol. josh is a kool kid, dont get me wrong...i still want to be friends and stuff,but he likes alot of girls besides me and can be kind of mean(even if he doesn't realize it) at times, but its ok. i dont know, michael treats me like no one else does...like he really cares or somethin, haha...well i'm rambling and not making sense and theres so much more i want to say but i'm getting kind of tired so later it is...

1 comment:

Michael P. said...

does this make madison the killer king? HA!