do i expect to change,the past i hold inside.with all the words i say,repeating over in my mind.some things you cant erase no matter how hard you try

hhmmm, today was allright...guess what-I LEARNED HOW TO USE A CALCULATOR WOOHOO, haha...i have to take all the dang graduation exams too because i havent taken any before, so its pretty gay. i want to go for a walk or a run or something...i desperately need to clear my mind and walking/running is pure therapy...well i'll write more later...