Monday, September 06, 2004

who's lost their mind now

it wasn't me after all, lol, though sometimes i wish i could but that would be the easy way out. dont you hate that feeling you get when you've misplaced something you absolutely need and you can't find it for anything?well i do and i've been walking around the past week or so knowing in the back of my mind i was missing something very important, and even worse was that i knew what it was. so yea michael really was avoiding me, probably a more intelligent thing than he'll ever know or claim. made me realize some things...i wont go into them all but yea, i take him for granted WAY more than i should and never take the time to tell him how much he really means to me which is probably way more than he thinks(i dont think i realized myself how much that was until this past week). i love you and thanks for being there even when i'm a pure bitch to you.

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