so sick, so sick of being tired, and o so tired of being sick

2 hours of sleep last night, i'm making progress. this morning my mom finally realized how stupid it was for me to even be coming to school in the morning, because i would go there only to sit 3 BLOCKS in the gym. yea thats 4 and a half hours(not counting the 30 minutes for lunch) in a loud, hot, idiot infested high school gymnasium, sitting on the most uncomfortable bleachers ever created. i've spent alot of quality time on those damn bleachers this week. thus i have concluded that if they were any narrower, we wouldn't be able to sit/lay on them w/out falling off every time; if they were any wider, we would be able to sit/lay on them ALMOST comfortably. they're perfectly uncomfortable. as i was saying, i had permission to leave after we took 1st block roll, but josh didn't wake up till like the 3rd or 4th time i called, which was at 7:30. we were going to be dismissed at a little after 8. he lives 25 minutes from school and still had to shower and stuff. he didn't make it and of course today was like the only day hitler(vice principal) came in the gym, just as we were making progress in sneaking out(ok we were standing in the middle of the gym admiring the talent show equipment, when everyone who was really sposed to be setting up left. so we lost). due to exam complications, we didn't get to leave till like 11:30; went and got lunch and watched some of the notebook. i miss hangin out w/him like that so bad since he's been grounded. he gets ungrounded monday, but he says things aren't going to change (cause there is this small restriction his parents gave him having to do w/me,to sum it up- he's never suposed to associate w/me ever again). i dunno, we're young and stupid and just wont give up i guess. anyways, the talent show was really good...paul, you so rocked! you, paul sisson, and joel pretty much WERE the talent show, lol. makes me really look forward to the lit mag though. the drumline kicked ass too(michael, you should have played!). theres lots more to tell, but i'm goin back to bed.