Monday, November 01, 2004

if the worlds at large why should i remain

allright i've done alot of thinking, i have alot of things to cover, and i'm probably about to offend a bunch of people. i'm pretty angry at the moment therefore i'm going to say what i want to say no matter how mean it is. the michael situation should be a good start. i shouldn't have dated him in the first place, the feelings obviously weren't mutual but i tried because he's a good person and very likeable and i thought he was worth the chance at the time. i dont necessarily regret it because i cant go back and change it ya know. i also cant control the way i truly feel about someone. i dont like him like he likes me and thats it, i just dont and never will, deal with it. i'm tired of having to feel bad for something i cant control, its not right; its also not fair for other people to get mad at me or judge me because of how michael currently feels. also, this is my blog...its for me, not anyone else...if you choose to read it thats fine, but its only respectful if you just keep your comments to yourself or just dont even read it if you only going to make fun of it. i can talk about whatever i want when i want on this...even josh, as much as i want to, if you have a problem with it just dont read it.theres lots more i want to say, i'll post later

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