pull myself apart. just to feel something real. i close my eyes, i turn my back for one last time. i hold my breath, i fall asleep inside your arms.

worked today from like 9:45-1 at mother's day out...wasn't too bad at all, there were like 9 kids there...afterwards i was supposed to skateboard with josh...my mom got here and jenzen had a friend over and gabriel is sick and the house was a mess then dave came over and it was nothing but chaos...so i didn't end up callin josh till it was too late(after i had spent 2 hours cleaning half of the house) and he couldn't come over... he's sick anyways-he gave me whatever he has but somehow i dont have it near as bad as he does, i hope he gets better soon and i'm not about to get 10 times worse...after cleaning half the house, me and my mom moved on to the carport but since its raining we cant very well haul any of the junk away so i jus swept...alot. my mom also thinks that its really awesome that (gay) matt thompson has a huge half pipe in his backyard and she like wants to build me one now, lol...that would be really awesome, she's already almost for sure buying me a board for xmas. www.mysteryskateboards.com <<